I am writing this blogpost here instead because i know this is a dead blog and nobody comes here to read anymore.

Why am i doing this you would ask although i am just saying this to myself. This is because i can't find an outlet to vent my fustration and i can't go find this people directly and ask them.

I hate it when people fucking need my help would appear how good and how kind to me and when not needed, they can find the fault with you over the most minute thing. And the next momemnt when they need your help again, they would even forget that they had ever find fault with you. I think over the years, i finally seen through the many kinds of friends.

There are 

1) Friends that you say Hi one moment and bye the next

2) Friends that need your help one moment and discard you.

3) Friends that poke fun at you for the sake of it.

4) Friends that understand you

5) Friends that stick by you

6) Friends that appear at your most down momemnts suddenly and help you

I believe that a friend should be there for your when you need them, not be so nitpicking over stuffs and also friends that would stay your friends even throught alot of things. Why such an emo post? Coz i am too pissed off with alot of things i seen and endured during the last 3 weeks or so. I had enough of all this nonsense. If i am treated so, he/she will be treated back with the same treatement.

To those who are read this, although i know nobody will be seeing this, don't ever expect me to help you anymore. I will only help you unless i am feeling like it and i am free. I can drop everything for a friend, but that friend must be a true friend. I believe i have done so many times for friends whom i feel are true friends but until today and this time, i believe i have trusted wrongly.

So there we have it, a hidden and secret post that not many would see unless they have the heart to even go here and read again although my main blog is at the other side.