I am writing this blogpost here instead because i know this is a dead blog and nobody comes here to read anymore.

Why am i doing this you would ask although i am just saying this to myself. This is because i can't find an outlet to vent my fustration and i can't go find this people directly and ask them.

I hate it when people fucking need my help would appear how good and how kind to me and when not needed, they can find the fault with you over the most minute thing. And the next momemnt when they need your help again, they would even forget that they had ever find fault with you. I think over the years, i finally seen through the many kinds of friends.

There are 

1) Friends that you say Hi one moment and bye the next

2) Friends that need your help one moment and discard you.

3) Friends that poke fun at you for the sake of it.

4) Friends that understand you

5) Friends that stick by you

6) Friends that appear at your most down momemnts suddenly and help you

I believe that a friend should be there for your when you need them, not be so nitpicking over stuffs and also friends that would stay your friends even throught alot of things. Why such an emo post? Coz i am too pissed off with alot of things i seen and endured during the last 3 weeks or so. I had enough of all this nonsense. If i am treated so, he/she will be treated back with the same treatement.

To those who are read this, although i know nobody will be seeing this, don't ever expect me to help you anymore. I will only help you unless i am feeling like it and i am free. I can drop everything for a friend, but that friend must be a true friend. I believe i have done so many times for friends whom i feel are true friends but until today and this time, i believe i have trusted wrongly.

So there we have it, a hidden and secret post that not many would see unless they have the heart to even go here and read again although my main blog is at the other side.

Change of Blog

Hi guys i have change my blog to http://www.destinycanbechange.blogspot.com plz link me thx

My eye

I see stars i am blind........

Back Blogging

Well it has been a long long long time since i last blog but i also dunno why today i all of sudden had the mind to blog.Oh well maybe because my hand cant stop typing maybe other reason.HAiz this 2 weeks have been the worst week of my life so many unlucky things has happen well one good thing is that i can finally get an Mp3 player which cost only 178 dollars and have a storage of 512MB well those who seen me at Yilong blog asking for opinion althought only Akira replied me it is none other then the Ipod shuffle btw anyone noe where to buy it?Well another thing is well don wan blog le till nxt time :P

This is another one do u tink this one is nice? 

I am posting this 2 pic.Can anyone tell me which one nicer 

I am posting this 2 pic.Can anyone tell me which one nicer? 

By request of gab at my tagboard

Well gab u wan me to blog and blog and blog........until ur pic is gone itzit?Ok since i am such a good friend(Everyone noes that rite?:P)I will do it on behalf on u actually it wld be faster by juz removing those pic hor???Why didn't i tink of that but.....i don wan leh:P Ok been a long time since i even touch this blog also didn't noe wat made me blog in the first place but hey got many things to say and the sooo bored atlest this can spend my time.Well currently i am listening to Boa-waiting(Recently got Mvp Qing Ren on channel U at 11am suddenly like it)I have a flu that has been going on for 3 days already and i guess i have infected my father le haiz.Well juz 2 days ago while i was still sick wif that flu i go the plane of my dream,it is an Air Hog R/c Defender(most ppl would c it on kids central)Well i have set my eyes on this plane since i first saw this plane on tv becoz it is cheap and can fly well wif a remote control to move it left right up or down.Well i went through alot of trouble getting this plane and this all started on sunday at Bugis Juntion.I went there wif my family to buy chrismas present(actually is my mother buying for her friends at work)And my mother spend 3 whole hours to find 10 presents even my sis was already angry helping my mother pick out the present.Well i went along hoping to find the plane there and then get it.Well the only place which sell such a toy would be at seiyu so i went there to find for it.I did find it but it was a Air Hog R/C Intruder and it cost 89.90 instead of 39.90 which was featured in tv(at first i did nt noe what the name was)So we went to ask the person in charge there to find for us.He racksack the whole place but cannot find it.In the end i bought a tamiya rushing dash at 10 bucks only that car was limited edition many ppl was paying alot of money for that car well i heard the distrubutor of tamiya tai sheng already had their distributorship taken away to tink tai sheng so bad to hide all these car and don give the stock juz to jack up the price of the car like last time a white astute could be sold for 20-40 bucks 1 but nw 10 bucks u can have one.Alright back to story so i was veri sad that cant get it so i told my father wan to go to Compasspoint Metro to find for it but my sis say she don wan so i had to go on monday.Well on monday i was already sick but i still met gab to play bball and take note everyone gab is a lazy pig why do i say that?Well i told him 8am at my court and he asked me to call him wake up---------------to be continued

Continued frm top

Well at 7.10 i called him for his wake up call and he told me 2 early fine i let him and i went to bath and change and went out at 7.40 i called him and he was still asleep so i called him to wake up.when i reach the court there were ppl so i waited.at around 8.20 i called him and he was still asleep he asked me to play first so i did and at 8.40 he was still sleeping when i called him again I was piss at that time and shout at him until at abt 9.20 he arrived and he wanted to attack me wif a bomb bag but i dodge it lar.when i went home i was already tired plus sick wif flu and my parents told me to get ready to go Compasspoint.I went there and check out and found the plane but found out it was a rejected de and there no stock le later we asked and they told us Tampaniese mall got stock so we went there in 27.When i saw that plane i was happy and we tried it out.Boy was the airplane strong the popeller turning was like a fan.We bought the plane and i thought could go hm and sleep le but instead my sis went around and bought this and that until abt 6pm then we went eat dinner at this cafe cattle somthing de woah the rib there was good for 12.90 u had a huge rib to eat and as i was sick i did nt eat much.And yar at TM I also bought a Super Yoyo which everyone bought last time for 15 over dollars i bought for 5 bucks and a shark which if u press the wrong teeth would bite u and i also bought 6 rechargeable batteries for the plane as it needed to be charge ok thats all until next time and tml i going wif my family to watch Kung Fun Husslte

Long time nvr blog le

Haiz dunno why i all of sudden don feel like blogging then all of sudden blog again.Well i tink maybe i have been busy this few weeks over lots of things.Well for starters i have been starting on my holiday homework which i bet many ppl do le well i started doing it 3 wks ago and all i did was my chinese 10 year seriears 10.11.12.13.14 and it is nt all but juz the numbering part nia and there are many more including my 4 pages of chinese dairy and 4 pages of newspaper article for chinese and nt forgeting my POA worksheet and my 2 english compo(did i missed out anything?If got please tell me at tagboard)And also i have been busy wif my POA project it is to in short to help a organization to make money and we have decided to open a cafe to earn money.Well juz last friday me stacy christopher sam hui ling tara yilong razan siti(although razan and siti only was there for a short while)Well we met at compasspoint but in the end went to hougang point NTUC which was lucky coz we wanted to do all the shopping at compasspoint cold storage and the price of everything was 20-30 cents more expensive.Well after we bought everything at NTUC which cost 33 smthing bucks.It consist of 5 potatoe 1 bottle of instant mocha 1 bottle of milk butter ice cream salad chocolate coating for ice cream banna but in the end at yilong hse we only use some of the ingredient nia coz some of us(me chris yilong and sam)was busy playing NBA2004 so nt much time.Actually is because we were so full.I felt full as i drank 4 cups of mocha(i was their tester)half a bottle of milk soda and many cups of water and when i got home i was in pain but when all the waste was let out it was alright already

The friends i noe at irc

Well hi those ppl who noe me frm irc teen those who at teen but dunno who i am my nick is HappyGuy so find time to chat wif me k?I promise to do a write-up abt the ppl at irc and the friends i met there.Well many ppl espically ppl who chat in irc noes that there are 2 chatroom for teens althought both are manage by ppl already over their teens "P Well for starters the two chatrooms are teens and teen.Teens is basically a place where u find for stead and even those things althought most of the time if ur finding for those things frm a ger u maybe actually chatting wif a guy mostly in that chatroom there are more boys then girls and their called despo(i am one of them :P but i don't find for those things in that chatroom anyway)Well the other chatroom is called teen and many ppl chat in there this is the place where i wld wan to write abt and i have been in there for the past few months(of course also in teens lar)In this chatroom i met many ppl at first then slowly chat become friends.Well the people that i met in there and quite close(actually nt closed but they insist i must put that i am close wif them :P kidding)are these few who's nick are Windsor,17m(his unattach any ger interested can find him there) ji-dan,17f(she's attach so beta nt try and jio her :P) idiotpig,17m(dunno if attach cannot be contacted for comment)Well there are many ppl in there 2 which i nvr mention if i were 2 i wld typed until hand pain oh yar there's one more but she nvr online quite long or maybe changed nick le her nick b4 was called princess and she is sure one heck of a debator lolz sandra if ur reading this can go challenge her:P Well i withness her scolding someone or shld i say arguing wif him until he had to leave to lose anymore faced and anyone interested to noe hw she looked well she looks alot like the melody chan(Appear alot in kids central de do alot of kids program recently in kids central got the science guy PI that ger it is who i am toking abt)Well this is much abt my days in IRC.But i am still in there lar so come on in to chat lor..........okie gtg le so long nvr blog blog until so much